Wat is life? Wat is happiness? Wat is family? Can someone tell mi?
i jus nod my life is not so colourful like other ppl out there..
everyday is work,sleep and spent time wif my bf..
hai.. when i was young i cant get wat i wan because my father cant afford it.
I nod that so i will not ask much from dad.. I jus wan my dad to happy.
but my dad is not happy.. i dunno why.. did i do anything wrong?
I quite naughty when was young... but i just wan his attendtion mah!!
i came in breakin family.. i so alone.. i dunno how to express it out.. i hidin thing behide myself..
sometime in mid of e night i cry myself inside my room.. only my grandma also nod..
20 yr in my life.. i jus nothing.. i dun noe wat i live for.. haha... lucky i have my aunty help mi out, support mi and guide mi.. if not dunno wat will happen to mi.. but my dad still think tat he was e one who take care of mi.. yes.. he try to support this family by workin hard.. but this family lost of LOVE.. until now i cant get back anything.. ALL gettin worse maybe my family will gone like tat.. my house is so silent no joy only arugin and hurtin each other.. i very disappoint each time i think of it.. i more sad.. to make myself more happy.. jus dun care abt this family.. i throw everything away.. maybe i being selfish.. sorry dad.. i wan to find my own happiness... if not i nothin wat i livin for.. pls dun stop mi again.. i like wat i doin now..