haix.. I am back again.. this few days i not in e mood..
I jus dunno why. I am confuss leh.. wat is love?
very confuss leh.. haix...
i dunno why e feelin for my hubby is not there.. liao..
this feelin missin when i workin at missha and when start studin in poly...
we less seein each other and have alot of unhappy this happen..
is it god wan to if us a test.. to see our relationship can least..
today we jus told abt this thing.. i told him i hope tat i am not loose feelin for him..
normally ppl will very happy to see their bf.. but i am not.. e feelin very normal..
i not sayin i not happy.. is jus ok lor.. i dunno how to expain e feelin
but he is say ...is my thinkin make tat happen..
if i understand and adapt to it.. the feelin will be there
i dunno wat to do.. I think i am not mature enough to have relationship..
I dun wan to break up because of this.. it is very stupid...
I really dunno wat to do.. maybe mus listen wat he say... change mi thinkin..
i very confuss leh.. haix.. but wat went wrong for my thinkin.. still very childish?..
god tell mi YYY this is happen.. to us..